WILLIAM GIBSON
SKINNER'S ROOM
The rusting span of San Francisco's Bay Bridge becomes the
future site of a
city of the homeless
Halloween, she finds her way up into some old hotel
above Geary: Tenderloin's
cannibal fringe down one side, the gray shells of big stores off
the other.
Pressing her cheek to cold glass to spy the bridge's nearest tower--Skinner's
room is there--all lit tonight with torches and carnival bulbs.
Too far away but still it
reassures her, in here with these foreigners who've
done too much of something and one of
them's making noises in the bathroom--when
someone touches her, cold finger on bare skin
above the waistband of her jeans,
sliding it in under her sweater and the hem of Skinner's
jacket: not the touch
that makes her jump so much as the abrupt awareness of how hot she
is, a
greenhouse sweat, zipped up behind the unbreathing horsehide of the ancient
jacket,
its seams and elbows sueded pale with wear, a jungle of hardware as she
swings
around--D-rings, zip-pulls, five-pointed stars--her thumb tip against the
hole in the
knife's blade, opening it, locked, ready. The blade's no longer than
her little finger,
shaped something like the head of a bird, its eye the hole
that gives the thumb purchase.
Blade and handle are brushed stainless, like the
heavy clip, with its three precise machine
screws, that secures it firmly to
boottop, belt, or wristband. Edge of serrated razor.
The
man--boy, really--blinks at her. He hasn't seen the blade but he's felt its
meaning, her
deep body-verb, and his hand withdraws. He steps back unsteadily,
grinning wetly and
dunking the sodden end of a small cigar in a stemmed glass of
some pharmaceutically clear
liquid. "I am celebrating," he says, and draws on
the cigar.
"Halloween?"
Not a noun he
remembers at the moment. He just looks at her like she isn't
there, then blows a blue
stream of smoke up at the suite's high ceiling. Lowers
the cigar. Licks his lips.
"I am
living now," he says, "in this hotel, one hundred fifty days." His jacket
is leather, too,
but not like Skinner's. Some thin-skinned animal whose hide
drapes like heavy silk, the
color of tobacco. She remembers the smell of the
yellow-spined magazines in Skinner's
room, some so old the pictures are only
shades of gray, the way the city looks sometimes
from the bridge. Could she find
that animal, there?
"This is a fine hotel." He dips the wet
green end of the cigar into the glass
again.
She thumbs the blade release and closes the
knife against her thigh. He blinks
at the click. He's having trouble focusing. "One
hundred. Fifty days."
Behind him, she sees that the others have tumbled together on the
huge bed.
Leather, lace, white skin, bright henna. Sounds from the bathroom are getting
worse but nobody seems to hear. In the jungle heat of Skinner's jacket she slips
the knife
back up, under her belt. She's come up here for whatever she can
find, really, but what
she's found is a hard desperation, a lameness of spirit,
that twists her up inside, so
maybe that's why she's sweating so, steaming...
Saw them all come laughing, drunk, out of
two Mercedes taxis; she fell into step
on impulse, her dusty black horsehide fading into
the glossier blacks of silk
hose, leather skirts, boots with jingling spurs like jewelry,
furs. Sweeping
past the doormen's braided coats, their gas masks, into the tall marble
lobby
with its carpet and mirrors and waxed furniture, its bronze-doored elevators and
urns
of sand.
"One hundred fifty days,' he says, mouth slack and moist. "In this hotel."
The
bridge maintains the integrity of its span within a riot of secondary
construction, a coral
growth facilitated in large part by carbon-fiber
compounds. Some sections of the original
structure, badly rusted, have been
coated with a transparent material whose tensile
strength far exceeds that of
the original steel; some are splined with the black and
impervious carbon-fiber;
others are laced with makeshift ligatures of taut and rusting
wire.
Secondary construction has occurred piecemeal, to no set plan, employing every
imaginable
technique and material; the result is amorphous and startingly
organic in appearance.
At
night, illuminated by Christmas bulbs, by recycled neon, by torchlight, the
bridge is a
magnet for the restless, the disaffected. By day, viewed from the
towers of the city, it
recalls the ruin of Brighton Pier in the closing decade
of the previous century--seen
through some cracked kaleidoscope of vernacular
syle.
Lately Skinner's hip can't manage the
first twenty feet of ladder, so he hasn't
been down to try the elevator the African welded
to the rivet-studded steel of
the tower. He peers at it through the hatch in the floor.
It looks like the
yellow plastic basket of a lineman's cherry picker, cogging its way up
and down
a greasy-toothed steel track like a miniature funicular railway. He admires
people
who add to the structure. He admires whoever it was built this room,
this caulked box of
ten-ply fir, perched and humming in the wind. The room's
floor is a double layer of
pressure-treated two-by-fours laid on edge, broken by
an achingly graceful form he no
longer really sees: the curve of the big cable
drawn up over its saddle of steel. 17,464
pencil-thick wires.
The little pop-up television on the blanket across his chest continues
its dumb
show. The girl brought it for him. Stolen, probably. He never turns the sound
on. The constant play of images on the liquid crystal screen is obscurely
comforting, like
the half-sensed movements in an aquarium: Life is there. He
can't remember when he ceased
to be able to distinguish commercials from
programming.
His room measures fifteen by fifteen
feet, the plywood walls softened by perhaps
a dozen coats of white latex paint. Higher
reflective index than aluminum foil,
he thinks, 17,464 strands per cable. Facts. Often,
now, he feels himself a
void through which facts tumble, facts and faces, making no
connection.
His clothes hang from mismatched iron coat hooks screwed at precise intervals
along one wall. The girl wears his jacket. Lewis Leathers. Great Portland
Street. She
asks where that is. Jacket older than she is. Looks at the
pictures in "National
Geographic," crouched there with her bare white feet on
the carpet he took from the broken
office block.
Memory flickers like liquid crystal. She brings him food, pumps the
Coleman's
chipped red tank. Remember to open the window a crack. Japanese cans, heat up
when you pull a tab. Questions she asks him. Who built the bridge? Everyone.
No, she
says, the old part, the bridge. San Francisco, he tells her. Bone of
iron, grace of cable,
hangs us here. How long you live here? Years. Spoons
him his meal from a mess kit
stamped 1952.
This is his room. His bed. Foam, topped with a sheepskin, bottom sheet over
that. Blankets. Catalytic heater. The window is circular, leaded, each segment
stained a
different color. You can see the city through the bull's-eye of clear
yellow glass at its
center.
Sometimes he remembers building the room.
The bridge's bones, its stranded tendons,
are lost within an accretion of
dreams: tattoo parlors, shooting galleries, pinball
arcades, dimly lit stalls
stacked with damp-stained years of men's magazines, chili joints,
premises of
unlicensed denturists, fireworks stalls, cut bait sellers, betting shops, sushi
counters, pawnbrokers, wonton counters, love hotels, hotdog stands, a tortilla
factory,
Chinese greengrocers, liquor stores, herbalists, chiropractors,
barbers, tackle shops, and
bars.
These are dreams of commerce, their locations generally corresponding with the
decks
originally intended for vehicular traffic. Above them, toward the peaks
of the cable
towers, lift intricate barrios, zones of more private fantasy,
sheltering an unnumbered
population, of uncertain means and obscure occupation.
Three months before, she'd first
come upon the bridge in fog and had seen the
sellers of fruits and vegetables with their
goods spread out on blankets, lit by
carbide lamps and guttering smudge pots. Farm people
from up the coast. She'd
come from that direction herself, down past the stunted pines of
Little River
and Mendocino. Ukiah's twisted oak hills.
She stared back into the cavern
mouth, trying to make sense of what she saw.
Steam rising from the pots of soup vendors'
carts. Neon scavenged from the
ruins of Oakland. How it ran together, blurred, melting in
the fog. Surfaces
of plywood, marble, corrugated plastic, polished brass, sequins,
Styrofoam,
tropical hardwoods, mirror, etched Victorian glass, chrome gone dull in the sea
air-all the mad richness of it, its randomness-a tunnel roofed by a precarious
shack town
mountainside climbing toward the first of the cable towers. She stood
a long time, looking,
then walked straight in, past a boy selling coverless
yellowed paperbacks and a cafe where
a blind parrot was chained on a metal
perch, picking at a chicken's freshly severed foot.
Skinner surfaces from a dream of a bicycle covered with barnacles and sees that
the girl is
back. She's hung his leather jacket on its proper hook and squats
now on her pallet of
raw-edged black foam.
Bicycle. Barnacles. Memory: A man called Fass snagged his tackle,
hauled the
bicycle up, trailing streamers of kelp. People laughed. Fass carried the
bicycle
away. Later he built a place to eat, a three-stool shanty leached far
out over the void
with Super Glue and shackles. Sold cold cooked mussels and
Mexican beer, the bicycle slung
above the little bar. The walls inside were
shingled with picture postcards. Nights, he
slept curled behind the bar. One
morning the place was gone, Fass with it, just a broken
shackle swinging in the
wind and a few splinters of timber still adhering to the galvanized
iron wall of
a barber shop. People came, stood at the edge, looked down at the water
between
the toes of their shoes.
The girl asks him if he's hungry. He says no. Asks him if
he's eaten. He says
no. She opens the tin foot chest and sorts through cans. He watches
her pump
the Coleman.
He says open the window a crack. The circular window pivots in its
oak frame.
Gotta eat, she says.
She'd like to tell him about going to the hotel but she
doesn't have words for
how it made her feel. She feeds him soup, a spoonful at a time.
Helps him to
the tankless old china toilet behind the faded roses of the chintz curtain.
When he's done she draws water from the roof-tank line and pours it in. Gravity
does the
rest. Thousands of flexible transparent lines are looped and bundled,
down through the
structure, pouring raw sewage into the bay.
"Europe . . . " she tries to begin.
He looks up
at her, mouth full of soup.
She guesses his hair must've been blond once. He swallows the
soup. "Europe
what?" Sometimes he'll snap right into focus like this, if she asks him a
question, but now she's not sure what the question is.
"Paris," he says, and his eyes tell
her he's lost again, "I went there. London,
too. Great Portland Street." He nods,
satisfied somehow. "Before the
devaluation . . . " Wind sighs past the window. She thinks
about climbing out
on the roof. The rungs up to the hatch there are carved out of sections
of
two-byfour, painted the same white as the walls. He uses one for a towel rack.
Undo the
bolt. You raise the hatch with your head; Your eyes are level with
gull shit. Nothing
there, really. Flat tarpaper roof, a couple of two-by-four
uprights: One flies a tattered
Confederate flag, the other a faded orange
windsock.
When he's asleep again, she closes the
Coleman, scrubs out the pot, washes the
spoon, pours the soupy water down the toilet, wipes
pot and spoon, puts them
away. Pulls on her hightop sneakers, laces them up. She puts on
his jacket and
checks that the knife's still clipped behind her belt.
She lifts the hatch in
the floor and climbs through, finding the first rungs of
the ladder with her feet. She
lowers the hatch closed, careful not to wake him.
She climbs down past the riveted face of
the tower, to the waiting yellow basket
of the elevator. Looking up, she sees the vast
cable there, where it swoops out
of the bottom of Skinner's room, vanishing through a taut
and glowing wall of
milky plastic film, a greenhouse; halogen bulbs throw spiky plant
shadows on the
plastic.
The elevator whines, creeping down the face of the tower, beside the
ladder she
doesn't use anymore, past a patchwork of plastic, plywood, sections of enameled
steel stitched together from the skins of dead refrigerators. At the bottom of
the
fat-toothed track, she climbs out. She sees the man Skinner calls the
African coming
toward her along the catwalk, bearlike shoulders hunched in a
ragged tweed overcoat. He
carries a meter of some kind, a black box, dangling
red and black wires tipped with
alligator clips. The broken plastic frames of
his glasses have been mended with silver
duct tape. He smiles shyly as he eases
past her, muttering something about brushes.
She
rides another elevator, a bare steel cage, down to the first deck. She
walks in the
direction of Oakland, past racks of old clothes and blankets spread
with the negotiable
detritus of the city.
She finds Maria Paz in a coffee shop with windows on the bay's gray
dawn. The
room has the texture of an old ferry, dark dented varnish over plain heavy wood.
As though someone's sawn it from a tired public vessel, lashing to the outermost
edge of
the structure. (Nearer Oakland, the wingless corpse of a 747 houses the
kitchens of nine
Thai restaurants.)
Maria Paz has eyes like slate and a tattoo of a blue swallow on the
inside of
her left ankle. Maria Paz smokes Kools, one after another, lighting them with a
brushed chrome Zippo she takes from her purse. Each time she flicks it open, a
sharp whiff
of benzene cuts across the warm smells of coffee and scrambled eggs.
She sits with Maria
Paz, drinks cotfee, watches her smoke Kools. She tells
Maria Paz about Skinner.
"How old is
he?" she asks.
"Old ... I don't know."
"And he lives over the cable saddle on the first
tower?"
"Yes. "
"The tops of the towers . . . you know about that?"
" No."
"From the
days when the people came, out from the cities, to live here."
"Why did they?"
Maria Paz
looks at her over the Zippo. "Nowhere to live. Bridge closed to
traffic three years . . .
"Traffic?"
Maria Paz laughs. "Too many cars. Dug them tunnels under the bay. For cars,
for maglevs ... bridge too old. Closed it before the devaluations. No money.
One night
the people came. No plan, no signal. Just came. Climbed the chain
link. Chain link fell.
Threw the concrete in the bay. Climbed the towers.
Dawn came, they were here, on the
bridge, singing, and the cities saw the world
was watching. Japanese airlift, food and
medical. National embarrassment.
Forget the water cannons, sorry." Maria Paz smiles.
"Skinner?
You think he came then?" "Maybe, he's old as you think. How long you
been on the bridge?"
"Three months?"
"I was born here," says Maria Paz.
The cities had their own pressing
difficulties. Not an easy century, America
quite clearly in decline and the very concept
of nation-states called
increasingly into question. The squatters were allowed to remain.
Among their
numbers were entrepreneurs, natural politicians, artists, men and women of
untapped
energy and talent. The world watched as they began to build.
Shipments of advanced
adhesives arrived from Japan. A Belgian manufacturer
donated a boatload of carbon-fiber
beams. Teams of scavengers rolled through
the cities on broken flatbeds, returning to the
bridge piled high with discarded
building materials.
The bridge and its inhabitants became a
tourist attraction.
She walks back in the early light that filters through windows, through
sheets
of wind-shivered plastic. The bridge never sleeps, but this is a quiet time. A
man
is arranging fish on a bed of shaved ice in a wooden cart. The pavement
beneath her feet
is covered with gum wrappers and the flattened filters of
cigarettes. A drunk is singing
somewhere, overhead. Maria Paz left with a man,
someone she'd been waiting for.
She thinks
about the story and tries to imagine Skinner there, the night they
took the bridge, young
then, his leather jacket new and glossy.
She thinks about the Europeans in the hotel on
Geary.
She reaches the first elevator, the cage, and leans back against its bars as it
rises
up its patched tunnel, where the private lives of her neighbors are walled
away in tiny
handmade spaces. Stepping from the cage, she sees the African
squatting in his tweed
overcoat in the light cast by a caged bulb on a long
yellow extension cord, the motor of
his elevator spread out around him on fresh
sheets of newsprint. He looks up at her
apologetically.
"Adjusting the brushes," he says.
"I'll climb." She goes up the ladder.
Always keep one hand and one foot on the
ladder, Skinner told her, don't think about where
you are and don't look down,
it's a long climb, up toward the smooth sweep of cable.
Skinner must've done it
thousands of times, uncounted, unthinking. She reaches the top of
this ladder,
makes a careful transfer to the second, the short one, that leads to his room.
He's there, of course, asleep, when she scrambles up through the hatch. She
tries to move
as quietly as she can, but the jingle of the jacket's chrome
hardware disturbs him, or
reaches him in his dream, because he calls something
out, voice thick with sleep. It might
be a woman's name, she thinks. It
certainly isn't hers.
In Skinner's dream now they all run
forward, and the police are hesitating,
falling back. Overhead the steady drum of the
network helicopters with their
lights and cameras. Thin rain falls as Skinner locks his
cold fingers in the
chain link and starts to climb. Behind him a roar goes up, drowning
the
bullhorns of the police and the National Guard, and Skinner's climbing, kicking
the
narrow toes of his boots into chain link as though he's gone suddenly
weightless-floating
up, really, rising on the crowd's roar, the ragged cheer
torn from all their lungs. He's
there, at the top, for one interminable
instant. He jumps. He's the first. He's on the
bridge, running, running
toward Oakland, as the chain link crashes behind him, his cheeks
wet with rain.
And somewhere off in the night, on the Oakland side, another fence falls,
and
they meet, these two lost armies, and flow together as one, and huddle there, at
the
bridge's center, their arms around one another, singing ragged wordless
hymns.
At dawn, the
first climbers begin to scale the towers.
Skinner is with them.
She's brewing coffee on the
Coleman when she sees him open his eyes.
"I thought you'd gone," he says.
"I took a walk.
I'm not going anywhere. There's coffee."
He smiled, eyes sliding out of focus. "I was
dreaming . . . "
"Dreaming what?"
"I don't remember ... we were singing. In the rain . . .
"
She brings him coffee in the heavy china cup he likes, holds it, helps him
drink.
"Skinner, were you here when they came from the cities? When they took
the bridge?"
He looks
up at her with a strange expression. His eyes widen. He coughs on the
coffee, wipes his
mouth with the back of his hand. "Yes," he says, "yes. In
the rain. We were singing. I
remember that."
"Did you build this place, Skinner? This room? Do you remember?"
"No," he
says, "no ... sometimes I don't remember . . . we climbed. Up. We
climbed up past the
helicopters. We waved at them ... some people fell ... at
the top. We got to the top . .
. "What happened then?"
He smiles. "The sun came out. We saw the city."